Time heals all wounds. But sometimes I wonder how long it will take to heal mine. Will I ever be completely free of the wounds I am nursing right now? Or maybe the scar would be too deep that I notice it every time and be reminded how hurt I have been. The wounds are healed but the scars would bring back the pain, right? Or perhaps it doesn’t have to work that way. Maybe wounds heal and the scars would simply be there without hurting you anymore at the sight of them.
I don’t want to believe in something right now, if I am honest. Once you find the meaning of something, it seems to change. I am a little bit afraid to take that risk, yet I know you do not win without playing. I want to be positive but experience taught me to prepare for the worst. My life, if it were a car, needs an overhaul. And I need it fast.
*Image by da5id2112 from deviantart.com
I don’t want to believe in something right now, if I am honest. Once you find the meaning of something, it seems to change. I am a little bit afraid to take that risk, yet I know you do not win without playing. I want to be positive but experience taught me to prepare for the worst. My life, if it were a car, needs an overhaul. And I need it fast.
*Image by da5id2112 from deviantart.com

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