That I Can't Fall

I am so bothered. I know exactly how the lyrics should be sung, but since I can't compose music or put music on paper, (much less sing), I do not how else to have this particular song 'shared' to an audience. I could not get it out of my head either.

Sadly, I don't have many choices aside from leaving it at that, but this song I think speaks for many people out there.

That I Can't Fall

Staring at the phone for hours now
Biting my nails, waiting
For a call that wouldn't come
I look up at the ceiling, I see none
And when I'm done crying
I kick myself and ask oh why
Did I let it come to this
When I've known from the start

That I can't fall
You won't be there to catch me
Nor I can hope
We just can never ever be
My heart breaks too fast
And mends too slowly
I've known I can't fall for you
But I've crashed down anyway

I go to bed,unable to sleep
Trying to dream it through in vain
But even the starless night
Can barely mask my pain
And just when I thought I've gone numb
I think of you and feel again
How did it come to this
When I've known from the start..